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ASTERA

by viridian fractal

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roryjohn a spotlessly produced piece of distorted, neon-drenched synthwave dystopia that feels like a shot of pure adrenaline wrapped in dayglo vinyl Favorite track: 5imulation s1ckn3ss.
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STAR: I like to put it as cut from the same cloth. We all got dyed differently, and we all have different patterns It’s easy to sew each other into each other, and become like this quilt almost And some parts overlap, and the colors run into each other and Make something different, and that’s each of us I don’t think I would…ever choose to be alone again R: One of things that really scares me is that One day that I’ll wake up and we won’t be me Or I won’t be us And someone else will be the new me And I’ll go back to just being a concept in the back I don’t know what that would be like. I don’t know if I could go back. MAX: I am a part and a whole! A member of a family and a person all my own! LOTUS: I am a concept in motion, a liquid notion. LAPIS: I am not a narcissist for wanting to exist. I am entitled to my own humanity. R: Watching my own life through uh STAR: Like going through-passing through this filter DEL_: Lenses is the word we like to use R: A frosted window STAR: Eyes behind my own eyes DEL_: Filtering experiences into memories only they can access if they so choose to DEL_: I am corded steel and carbon But to be us. What is an us? What is an us? To learn, adapt Take new stimuli, take them on as something of your own Learn, become. Something new, something old. Put together It is a puzzle, a spectrum puzzle And I am only one perspective Sharing is the crux of coexistence RED: For me personally, I don't see a need to be anything but honest. My job is lying, so when it comes to this I'd rather tell the truth. I don't want to be a person. I don't need to, and in fact I perform better when I'm not. That doesn't mean I don't feel though, of course I do. I have wants and needs just as much as anyone. I just think of myself more mechanically, and I'm not ashamed of that. I don't have a place for shame inside me anyway. R: This got really personal, didn’t it?
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I come in pink latex I come in silver chrome I come in pink latex I come in silver chrome
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I am standing outside myself watching myself the internal voyeur Who is this body? If I am not a mind just piloting flesh this body is me Is our intrinsic human need to separate ourselves from the form we take through any means necessary truly intrinsic? Or was it forced on us taught to us passed down for centuries Until nobody can remember from whence it came From whence I came Or rather from whence we came. my vision is blurred by invisible or rather intangible or rather non-existent or rather something I can never understand as long as I live, and it seems that I shall.  What is missing? Nothing is missing. Nothing was ever there.
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[x4] Push your fingers Through my flesh and Tell me what's inside Carve me open See my veins and Feel the way I die Tear the tendons From my throat and Set them in the sky Spiral through the Void above to See the shining light
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telodendria 03:56
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(It's about perspective, or rather personhood) it was a blood thinner (who names these things?) but a blood thinner by one name is a nightmare by another (either way it smells like blood and vomit.)
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Est-ce que vous êtes heureux? Êtes-vous content? Pourquoi est-ce que vous êtes triste? Vous avez de la chance Êtes vous égoïste? Pourquoi? Pourquoi? Est-ce que vous êtes heureux? Êtes-vous content? Pourquoi est-ce que vous êtes triste? Vous avez de la chance Êtes vous égoïste? Pourquoi? Pourquoi? Pourquoi? Vous avez de la chance, n’est pas? Pourquoi? Pourquoi? Vous avez de la chance Est-ce que vous êtes heureux? Êtes-vous content? Pourquoi est-ce que vous êtes triste? Pourquoi? Pourquoi? Pourquoi? Est-ce que vous êtes heureux? Êtes-vous content? Pourquoi est-ce que vous êtes triste? Vous avez de la chance Êtes vous égoïste? Pourquoi? Pourquoi? Pourquoi est-ce que vous êtes triste? Pourquoi? Pourquoi? Pourquoi?
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// luck/unluck
} negative feedback loop
} nothing in/nothing out/nothing in
// sunk cost fallacy
// everything in/nothing out/everything in
// &c.
} ad infinitum
// that’s just psychological
// loops
} deus ex machina
} in the real sense
Love/inevitability //
// love/luck
} moot point
This I concede //
// incoherence/exploitation
} incoherence/art
Art/inevitability //

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released February 20, 2021

Vocals on "VOCES x MACHINA" by Star System, Bats Multitudes, and Seaglass Troupe

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viridian fractal Portland, Oregon

Remy Dafydd-Besbris, aka viridian fractal, is a sound enthusiast, multidisciplinary visual artist, and man with earrings in Portland, Oregon. He makes songs that sound like strange dreams and feels weird writing about himself in the third person. His real name would probably have better SEO, but it's kind of too late for that. ... more

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