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The Good Sadness

by viridian fractal

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1.
The Red Sun 00:53
And the sun Rises again As the world keeps turning And the sun Rises again As the world keeps burning Waste my time Say goodnight There's nowhere left to run The red sun
2.
I am giving up In some floating place Float in space Take me over Put me under Take me for a ride I’ll send you photographs And postcards from another time And sign my name like strangers do I am giving up In this floating place Float in space Take control Or eat me whole And take me home I’ll crash like tidal waves And wash up on the shore And wait until i’m something new Please don't worry if i tell you i might die I know i’m losing touch but look at me i’m fine I’m just waiting for a spark Please don’t ask me if i want to come again You know the answer so just call me when we’re friends I’m waiting patient in the dark Take me to the sunset Take me to the seaside cliffs Take me to the place where all those happy strangers live I am giving up In some floating place Float in space Take me over Put me under Take me for a ride I’ll send you photographs And postcards from another time And sign my name like strangers do I am giving up In this floating place Float in space Take me out and Take me down Lay me on the green I run my fingertips through All the spaces in between And close my eyes until you’re through
3.
Bloom 03:10
Memories tapestries of the past Joy and sorrow hand in hand are clasped Yes we know all good things too shall pass But we sing and we dance while it lasts Memories tapestries of the past Joy and sorrow hand in hand are clasped Yes we know all good things too shall pass (I will carry you on through the storm) But we sing and we dance while it lasts I will carry you home through the storm Bloom and flourish Come alive alive In the light the light I will carry you on through the storm Blossom burst Into the sky the sky Hold me tight tonight I will carry you home through the storm Bloom and flourish (Memories) Come alive alive (tapestries) In the light the light (of the past) I will carry you (joy and sorrow hand) On through the storm (in hand are clasped) Blossom burst (yes we know) Into the sky the sky (all good things) Hold me tight tonight (too shall pass) I will carry you (but we sing and) Home through the storm (we dance while it lasts) I will carry you (yes we know all) Home through the storm (good things too shall pass) I will carry you (but we sing and we) Home through the storm (dance while it lasts)
4.
EO: It’s too late driving down your heart rate It’s gotten way past unsafe Past unsafe And I know what you’re thinking I know you said that you’d stop drinking The lines show the wine flows Beneath your lids sentences are sinking They’re sinking VIRIDIAN: Violet And golden glowing You’re glowing Sunset in the summer Death in the afternoon Cuz i don’t wanna be alone And i can tell you’re lonely too So we can spend another night Spend another night EO: I can’t stay Do you still remember your own name Love-lorn drunk pretender And your eyes are all unfocused They’re starting to take notice The night falls way past last call It’s killing you, you know it yeah you know it Yeah you know it VIRIDIAN: Violet And golden glowing You’re glowing Sunset in the summer Death in the afternoon Cuz i don’t wanna be alone And i can tell you’re lonely too So we can spend another night Spend another night EO: In the dimness of my empty mind Linger memories of a different time I’ll hug you when I see you on the other side It’s too late now to hitch a ride Back to safe harbors burning ardor A body floating on the tide On the tide VIRIDIAN: Violet And golden glowing You’re glowing Sunset in the summer Death in the afternoon Starlight For one more moment I know you’ll Leave me in the morning But you’re silver in the moon Cuz i don’t wanna be alone And i can tell you’re lonely too So baby stay another night Stay another night with me
5.
I'll be in the backseat Glasses off Watching the headlights Cut through the fog Take my glasses off In the backseat I’ll be watching the halos You can count on me Cause I've been living so long Like all I've got is tonight Chasing the dawn Trying to get it right Taking advice Tryna get help Stealing these words From my better self It's not a lie Just not the truth And I've been spitting out myself Like I'm some rotten yellow tooth And it's not fair It's just the price Paying back the loan For all that building up a life So I'll be in the backseat Glasses off Watching the headlights Cut through the fog Take my glasses off In the backseat Watching the halos You can count on me I said I’d never fade I’d never sink like a stone So I’ve been holding too tight Until my skin turns to bone I won’t look back Won’t take the straight road Keep moving forward Let the lights guide me home I’m not the first Won’t be the last Keep me in your pocket When the world starts getting fast But I’m not sad Well that’s not true But if you need me I’ll be there Cuz a good sadness pulls me through And I'll be in the backseat Glasses off Watching the headlights Cut through the fog Take my glasses off In the backseat I’ll be watching the halos I’ll be watching the halos You can count on me
6.
Intermission 01:06
My My Do me one last kindness Swear you'll let me drown Grab my ankles darling Drag me back down It's easy in the morning But the Sun will fade away How am I supposed to go on My head How am I supposed to go on My head How am I supposed to go on My head How am I supposed to go on My head
7.
Javelina 03:20
(Run away) (Run away) (Run away) The voices in my head are growing louder everyday And one of them keeps telling me That I should run away He bought a knife just to keep I'm never gonna sleep (Run away) (Run away) (Run away) (Run away) I'll drive into the desert And I'll drown among the cacti Fuck I'm never coming back I I don't have a reason But I just keep dreaming Of monsoon season (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (I don't have a reason) (To dream of monsoon season)
8.
Last night the sea outside my window And the rain echoed the waves upon the glass Last night the sand was just a graveyard The grains all little dead things gone to pass Never turn your back upon the ocean Respect the ancient waves with careful fear Never turn your back upon the ocean Keep her in your soul and keep her near Do me one last kindness Swear you'll let me drown Grab my ankles darling Drag me back down In the riptide in the deep I'll be naked for the sea In the riptide in the deep At the end of all things Last night I ran down to the water Prayed to the sea to be alone I dreamt of drowning in a letter And the message in a bottle brought me home Never turn your back upon the ocean She'll pull you in and tear your hope apart Never turn your back upon the ocean That crashing love is always in my heart Do me one last kindness Swear you'll let me drown Grab my ankles darling Drag me back down In the riptide in the deep I'll be naked for the sea When the water kisses me Between the covers and the sheets In the riptide in the deep At the end of all things At the end of all things At the end of all things Of all things Do me the kindness Of letting me drown Grab hold of me tightly And drag me back down In the riptide In the depths At the end of all things
9.
Vicious Muse 04:00
I don't know where we are gonna go Most days I can't remember where we came from anyway What more can I say You were my vicious muse The only way to get through life is if I'm being used You were the end of everything How am I supposed to go on? How am I supposed to go on? You were my vicious muse You said the only way to get through life is use or I'll get used You were the end of everything The world is going wild The world is going nowhere How am I supposed to go on? How am I supposed to go on? How am I supposed to go on?
10.
I've been feeling stuck again Between the whirlpool and the beast Been staying up till sunrise For my lover in the east Anise seed and apples That honeysuckle breath Sweetest in the universe Lavender and cigarettes I'll see you in the bottle The best money can buy I'll see you in the bottle desperate man Les Romantiques m'ennuient Est-ce que tu cherches un ami? tu sais qui va t'abattre si tu es l'ennemi Alizarine le matin La nuit est vert-de-gris Courage dans ton sang amer dans ton esprit Les étoiles brillent ce soir Et la pluie, c'est beau Viens chanter la nuit Et te sourire à nouveau It's easy under starlight But nothing ever lasts Whistle in the dark until You're laughing at the past Je vais te verser un verre Du vin le plus chère Et nous boirons ensemble, Désespéré Ares and viridian I take it all with pride G-d and all the goddesses Excedrin suicide Fetishize your misery Poison in the proof I'd tell you that I'm sorry But my love I'll tell the truth It's time to face the music You're not ready to be done Still waiting on a hero And your heroes all died young I'll see you in the bottle The best money can buy I'll see you in the bottle desperate man
11.
That's It! 00:02
Uh that's it! I'm gonna go to therapy now!

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Four new songs, and four remakes of old songs.

I find comfort in seeing all the people I've been before. I hope that the next version of me will be kind to this album someday.

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released November 3, 2021

Lyrics and additional vocals on "Violet" by Paul Wishingstar


"Monsoon Season" originally written and recorded in 2017
"NAKED FOR THE SEA" originally written and recorded in 2018
"Vicious Muse" originally written and recorded in 2016
"To Gustave, With Love" originally written and recorded in 2017

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viridian fractal Portland, Oregon

Remy Dafydd-Besbris, aka viridian fractal, is a sound enthusiast, multidisciplinary visual artist, and man with earrings in Portland, Oregon. He makes songs that sound like strange dreams and feels weird writing about himself in the third person. His real name would probably have better SEO, but it's kind of too late for that. ... more

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